I Can't Even Think Straight

Join me and my beautiful boy tomorrow in a brand new episode. Max and I sit down and discuss his recent coming out experience, with him sharing some insight into his battles with internalised homophobia. Max also discusses the toxic masculine environments that forced him to suppress himself as a teenager and what it’s like once you allow yourself to be embrace who you truly are!  Much love Phi xx  To stay updated follow me on Instagram:  @icanteventhinkstraightpodcast  @phoenixryan_ 

TW: This episode consists of conversations surrounding rape and sexual assault. That some listeners may find confronting, viewer discretion is advised   I am finally back with a brand new season for you all! In today’s episode, I have season 1 regular Aimee Mickelburough joining me in the first episode of season 2.  Join Aimee and myself as we sit down and discuss what we have been up to the last couple of months. We also wanted to focus our discussion on healing, trauma, rape and sexual assault in hopes to normalise the conversation surrounding these topics.  Much love Phi xx  To stay updated follow me on Instagram:  @icanteventhinkstraightpodcast  @phoenixryan_  P.S a massive thank you to the beautifully talented Amelia Dunn for her beautiful help creating the new album cover. 

Ekkk this is such an exciting episode for me to release to you all. I share a great deal of my life with you, if not mostly everything, I have always tried my best to be completely transparent in hopes that I can educate you through my lived experiences, alongside the tremendous panel of guests I’ve had on.  In this week’s episode, I open up about coming to terms with my gender fluidity and what the word “Queer” means to me. This little episode will give you an update of where I am at and the new chapter/journey I have found myself on.  I also share my views and thoughts on the importance of vulnerability, finding your inner purpose and how pain and trauma led me to form beautiful connections with the people I surround myself with.

FINALLY! I am back with a brand new episode with a brand new guest joining me!!  We be sipping that queen shit in tomorrow’s episode, where I sit down with the beautiful and creative queer photographer Laura Du Vè. Laura shares a great deal of insight into the world of photography, queer representation in the media, body positivity and issues within the fashion industry! You can find Laura on Instagram:  @femmeplastic For Photo work: @ldvphoto & @maisonbaked  Follow me on Instagram to stay up to date: @icanteventhinkstraightpodcast  @phoenixryan_  Check out 'Maintenance Phase' on apple podcast! 

I believe it is vital for men, especially those who have become a custom to toxic masculinity to be surrounded by strong and powerful feminine energy. It opens them up to a world of empathy, love and emotions.  Join myself and my close friend/fabulous male model Jamon Niemann in a brand new episode. We discuss how the power of feminine energy has allowed Jamon to grow and transform into a better version of himself. Jamon also shares some insight into his shameful past of misogyny and homophobia and how he has had to unlearn many toxic traits. Which only shows how one can change when exposed to strong feminine energy.  To stay up to date follow me on INSTAGRAM  @icanteventhinkstraightpodcast  @phoenixryan_

After being M.I.A last week after having a very busy schedule creating my pride shoot, I am back with a brand new episode for you all!!  This is a new topic of discussion that I’ve never really covered before on the poddy. However, after sharing some very personal and vulnerable photos with you all I thought I’d take this opportunity to dive deeper and share my personal struggle with body confidence. This episode more focuses on my own experiences as I have not yet healed or grown to love myself 110%.  Affirmations: "I accept my body the way it is." "I am comfortable in my own skin." "I am confident in my body." "Others opinions of my body do not affect or involve me." "Body, I promise to love and cherish you always. I am sorry for ever being cruel to you and ask for forgiveness."

In today’s episode I will be discussing a few issues that I believe are not being spoken enough of. A problem that many gay/queer boys face in their early teenage years. I will be discussing an app many queer minors find themselves on. As well as bringing the discussion to focus on topics such as grooming. I will be sharing some of my own personal knowledge on these topics through lived experiences in hopes to educate people on these issues.  Make sure you follow me on Instagram to stay updated!  @icanteventhinkstraighpodcast  @phoenixryan_ 

I have a brand new guest joining me on the poddy today! I had the amazing opportunity to sit down with TikTok sensation and LGBTQIA+ Advocate Samantha Andrew.  Llisten to this hilarious Queen and I as we sit down and chat all things Queer, Comedy and TikTok. Samantha shares some insight into the life of a queer content creator, we also discuss how Samantha uses her platform to help LGBTQIA+ individuals and couples. I hope you all enjoy this episode just as much as I did recording it! Have a fabulous week my beautiful people!  Where to find Samantha:  TikTok - samanthandrew1 Instagram - @samanthandrew Follow us on Instagram to stay updated! @icanteventhinkstraightpodcast  @phoenixryan_

Continuing the discussion surrounding Pride month - today’s episode will be focusing on fellow Liberators Marsha P. Johnson and Sylvia Rivera. Their stories have been absolutely empowering, fascinating and heartbreaking to research. It is important to educate ourselves on the history of our community and why June is the month of Pride! If you wish for further information on this:  Check out the documentary on Netflix - “The Death and Life of Marsha P. Johnson”  YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q6-P1TyVKjs  Sylvia&apos;s Speech 1973:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jb-JIOWUw1o Check out TV Series POSE on Binge  Follow us on Instagram to stay update <3 @icanteventhinkstraighpodcast  @phoenixryan_

I have a brand new guest joining me in today&apos;s episode! Last week I had the chance to sit down with Adrian Murdoch from the incredible LGBQTIA+ youth organisation Minus18, who&apos;s goal is to &apos;build social inclusion, and advocate for an Australia where all young people feel safe, empowered and surrounded by people that support them. Adrian gives an insight into what this amazing organisation strives to achieve.  You can find more information on Minus18 at:  website: https://www.minus18.org.au/  instagram: @minus18youth  FOLLOW US ON INSTAGRAM  @icanteventhinkstraightpodcast

I have a brand new guest joining me in today&apos;s episode! Last week I had the chance to sit down with Adrian Murdoch from the incredible LGBQTIA+ youth organisation Minus18, who&apos;s goal is to &apos;build social inclusion, and advocate for an Australia where all young people feel safe, empowered and surrounded by people that support them. Adrian gives an insight into what this amazing organisation strives to achieve.  You can find more information on Minus18 at:  website: https://www.minus18.org.au/  instagram: @minus18youth  FOLLOW US ON INSTAGRAM  @icanteventhinkstraightpodcast

Join me in a brand new episode, as I sit down and share my first ever experience of going out in drag! I share both the positive and negative things that I experienced. I hope that you walk away from listening to this episode feeling empowered to live your best life as your true authentic self ANNNND remember, to not ever make yourself small so that others feel more comfortable! Big love to all you BADDIES.

I am back EVERYONE! After having a week off to regroup and reconnect with myself, I am back with a brand new episode for you all! Joining me in today&apos;s episode is returning guest Aimee Mickelburough!  You all sent in some questions and things that you needed advice on. Aimee and myself sat down and answered them the best we could, and we hope you are able to take something away from today&apos;s episode.  Be sure to be following me on Instagram to stay up to date <3  @icanteventhinkstraightpodcast  @phoenixryan_

I am back EVERYONE! After having a week off to regroup and reconnect with myself, I am back with a brand new episode for you all! Joining me in today&apos;s episode is returning guest Aimee Mickelburough!  You all sent in some questions and things that you needed advice on. Aimee and myself sat down and answered them the best we could, and we hope you are able to take something away from today&apos;s episode.  Be sure to be following me on Instagram to stay up to date <3  @icanteventhinkstraightpodcast  @phoenixryan_

Join myself in today&apos;s episode, as I discuss the green flags in relationships. I believe that it’s important to be acknowledging these positive signs and appreciating them in our relationships. I feel as though we are so focused on pay attention to the red flags that we forget to notice the green ones; it’s important we show our gratitude for the people in which we hold strong and safe relationships with. 

I have a brand new guest joining me in today’s ep, the beautiful Macy Hall! Join us, as we sit down and discuss some experiences that led us on a path of having low self worth, self-esteem and how insecurities begun to manifest. We move on to talk about how we learn from negative experiences and how we grow and move on from them.  We focus on how to love yourself first and recognise what you deserve! If you have ever based your self-worth on sex, recognition or attention of someone else and want to know how to grow and move past that, then tune into tomorrow’s episode for this, fun, serious and chaotic episode!  

I have a brand new guest joining me in today’s ep, the beautiful Macy Hall! Join us, as we sit down and discuss some experiences that led us on a path of having low self worth, self-esteem and how insecurities begun to manifest. We move on to talk about how we learn from negative experiences and how we grow and move on from them.  We focus on how to love yourself first and recognise what you deserve! If you have ever based your self-worth on sex, recognition or attention of someone else and want to know how to grow and move past that, then tune into tomorrow’s episode for this, fun, serious and chaotic episode!  

Join myself for another solo episode as I share some relationship advice. Now you’re probably all thinking; “Phoenix you’ve never been in a relationship, what could you possibly have to offer?” - well have you ever had that single friend who’s never been in a relationship but who also always gives the best relationship advice?? Yes? well that’s me x \r\n\r\n\r\nTune in tomorrow for a fun episode as I share advice on: stepping away from a relationship so that you can focus 110% on yourself, exiting toxic relationships, red flags, and strategies on self-care and setting boundaries! \r\n\r\n\r\n

This is my first ever three person podcast and I had an absolute ball recording with two of my favourite people in the world. These two are no strangers to the podcast as they have both done an episode with me before, so be sure to check those out before tuning into this one!  Join my self and returning guests Delphyne Burgess and Lachie Robinson as we discuss Florence Given&apos;s book ‘Women Don’t Owe You Pretty’. The three of us read this book recently and have come together to share our views and thoughts on different aspects of the book. I thought this would be an interesting episode for you guys as you’re getting three different perspectives, from three very different kinds of people on a range of topics.   Make sure you tune in tomorrow for this fun, lighthearted episode!  TW: there are discussions surrounding sexual assault that some listeners may find uncomfortable.  

This is my first ever three person podcast and I had an absolute ball recording with two of my favourite people in the world. These two are no strangers to the podcast as they have both done an episode with me before, so be sure to check those out before tuning into this one! \r\n\r\n\r\nJoin my self and returning guests Delphyne Burgess and Lachie Robinson as we discuss Florence Given&apos;s book ‘Women Don’t Owe You Pretty’. The three of us read this book recently and have come together to share our views and thoughts on different aspects of the book. I thought this would be an interesting episode for you guys as you’re getting three different perspectives, from three very different kinds of people on a range of topics.  \r\n\r\n\r\nMake sure you tune in tomorrow for this fun, lighthearted episode! \r\n\r\n\r\nTW: there are discussions surrounding sexual assault that some listeners may find uncomfortable.  \r\n