i think, therefore i am

feeling anything & everything right now…

i hope you guys understand how deeply embarrassing & unsettling my voices are to me… this is my way of coping… 😔

what it's like to be a father (recorded when my children were 1, then 3 years old)

i think she’s starting to understand the full scope of empathy. it includes feeling everyone—and i mean everyone’s—pain on a deep level. i’m sorry for all the pain i’ve caused :( rest in peace my murdered angel baby Luna. i kept feeling it coming and nobody *truly heard* my cries for help except maya.💔❤️‍🩹

anything & everything possesses the duality / triality / quadrality of good / bad / ugly / beautiful 🧠 (going insane!)

I am an original World Peace Advocate. we all, possess every lineage. Let’s ground our roots together, as a collective species. every. creature. has. one common, unifying. node. on. the. phylogenetic. tree. 🌳🧬

after some deep reflection with some beautiful women🌌

just sharing some thought forms💫🌸

From one Form to another

all entities, all creatures, all thoughts, all existences.

thank goodness for nature. 🌎

both are both. ♾️ CATHOLICISM x cPTSD = beauty ❤️ and death 💙 angels & demons, singing & screaming.

TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCES CREATE INTENSE RAGE. 🔥😡😡😡🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥🏩🏩🏩🏩🏩🏩🏩🏩🏩🏩💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒💒❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹own up. FACE. YOUR. DEMONS.

talking to the universe 🪐💫🌌

from my very first time in a psychiatric unit 🏥

crying at beauty right now (speaking through echo, my kitty right now)

they are YOUR emotional support kitties too :)

song at the end

💬

what’s in a perception?